This week, has been…hell. Monday night, I had a friend call my mobile constantly because I wouldn’t answer the phone for her only to then call me on my home phone, talk to me about something that I don’t care about but I’m involved in anyway for about 3 hours only for her to cry the whole while. Tuesday was shit because she came in to see me, but hardly spoke to me anyway, she went to sort out her problem with her boyfriend. She called me up Tuesday night saying things were getting shit again then ended the conversation saying everything will be alright and today, I’ve just been talking to someone I’ve known and thought I was close to for around 4 or 5 years. Whatever advice I give to them, they don’t listen and still come back moaning to me. I don’t want to keep being the shoulder to cry on. I can’t get my work done when someone calls me up for 3 hours. I had to finish my assignments during class. I’m sick of this. I want to do well at College, and you are bringing me down. I want to make something of myself, as you said on Tuesday. I’m fed up of this.
“Too much has changed, I hate this place but I don’t want to leave it this way.” - You Me At Six.
Those lyrics pretty much describe what it’s like for me now, perfectly. I am not going to get through these next 1 and a half years of College alone with you.
